Friday. Last day of xmas editions at work. Drink was needed. And a little gaming. Got into messenger chat with ness, Matt, Michel and for a time Owen. All in group chat with video. Did that later in the evening. Before that, recorded a little Battefield game play. I've put in a disturbing amount of [...]
181219On a lunch break. Waiting outside for Dede to pickup. Smoke and wait. And wait. And wait. Reaching for the phone seemed like an idea.December is cold. It's ice and snow. At the start of the month it's something pretty. Something outside the norm of dead leaves and bare trees that preceded winters blush. The [...]
Set temperature here. Working past 5 is a risky endeavour. By 6 it starts to get cold. By 7 you start to get frozen. By 7:45 you’ve had enough and leave. Graphics has it’s own heating system to ensure proper temperature and humidity levels for the imagesetter. Bert has control with his smartphone.
Friday, the breakdown. Starting to scroll lists. Am I losing control. Or just tired. Just smoked a joint so probably a combination of both. Decisions ... shortly before... It was a long day at work. Zero sleep the night before. And indeed, limited quantities the days before that. Difficult week in what we call the [...]
Watching live one man performance on outtv. Funny guy. Ultra gay, much like his characters. Funny stories about that ...
Saw a few things on my way to pick up smokes.
I suppose I'm starting something new here. Beginnings are on squarespace. Will be moving that over here very shortly. Good company, just not for me. Suppose more details here too.... ...More to come, for now. Welcome, and hello. Thom
The view of the back deck. I'm sorta denying it’s winter Welp. Birthday landed on the busiest day of the busiest day at work. Tried to find a few moments through the day worth celebrating. EAP head office. Printing. Sales. Design. Reporting. All goes on here. Arriving at work. It was a bit if [...]
https://youtu.be/ycT-HCLjyxA It happened. I suddenly see it. What seemed so far off not that long ago is suddenly clear and understood. I’m ending. I’m not sure when. I’m not planning on making it happen anytime soon. But it’s there. The end suddenly seems possible. I don’t bemoan this. I’m actually enjoying this discovery. Somehow knowing [...]