Artwork hanging in Jacques bathroom. Young love can be gay. I wish I saw this when I was 13. How I felt so wrong, for so many years. I knew when I was 8. I was hospitalized at 20 before I could say it. I’m in my late 30s before I can embrace it. I’m […]
Dédé and I saw Jacques place for the first time. On the eve. He had xmas meal. Wonderful to see Jacques environment. Truthfully he. Not as a corner office. Constantly in his fathers shadow. It was he. What a warm and wonderful world he can create. notes after publishing: I don’t want to give false […]
1 p.m. Dédé is taking a nap with tubby. I’m on 2nd cup of coffee. Near the dregs really. Been up for a few hours. Smoked a roach on the toilet. Kinda helped getting over last night. Was up way too late / into the early hours of this day. Close to 6 a.m. before […]
Friday. Last day of xmas editions at work. Drink was needed. And a little gaming. Got into messenger chat with ness, Matt, Michel and for a time Owen. All in group chat with video. Did that later in the evening. Before that, recorded a little Battefield game play. I’ve put in a disturbing amount of […]
181219On a lunch break. Waiting outside for Dede to pickup. Smoke and wait. And wait. And wait. Reaching for the phone seemed like an idea.December is cold. It’s ice and snow. At the start of the month it’s something pretty. Something outside the norm of dead leaves and bare trees that preceded winters blush. The […]
Set temperature here. Working past 5 is a risky endeavour. By 6 it starts to get cold. By 7 you start to get frozen. By 7:45 you’ve had enough and leave. Graphics has it’s own heating system to ensure proper temperature and humidity levels for the imagesetter. Bert has control with his smartphone.
Friday, the breakdown. Starting to scroll lists. Am I losing control. Or just tired. Just smoked a joint so probably a combination of both. Decisions … shortly before… It was a long day at work. Zero sleep the night before. And indeed, limited quantities the days before that. Difficult week in what we call the […]
Watching live one man performance on outtv. Funny guy. Ultra gay, much like his characters. Funny stories about that …
Saw a few things on my way to pick up smokes.
I suppose I’m starting something new here. Beginnings are on squarespace. Will be moving that over here very shortly. Good company, just not for me. Suppose more details here too…. …More to come, for now. Welcome, and hello. Thom